Just came back from supper with Ryan and Sappy. Feel much better after talking to them than before. As I was feeling really confused and tired. Mentally and physically. Currently My whole left hand is like going to break into half after clicking and carry so much heavy thing back home.PS: It is so obvious that I won't even hate you at all but love you so much till that extend that I can't even explain but yet can't you see it? I know I might be someone not important to you anymore but still.. to me, you are. I was quite shocked when you pass me something i didn't expect because after so much things happened but you still treat me like before and I felt touched because at least you still remember me.
I hate the feeling of being alone in bus stop just now but I just don't want to bother you and giving you trouble because I think I don't have any right to care for you anymore as you said before give each other some space, I still remember..
I cried again-.-